Exactly 1 mth after marriage and which happens to be dearie's Bday.

Double occasion with lots of mix feelings.

Within 4 weeks i put on almost 3 kg which makes me kind of depress.

Yesterday went out with hubby and had a whole day of food which eventually... i went home n puke all out.

Honestly, in these 4 weeks i'm simply tired and not as happy as i think i would be. Even colleagues said i dont look like newly wed. Seriously i think something is wrong somewhere. Which lines went wrong i'm uncertain.

Perhaps, thats going to be what i'll feel for the rest of my life.

Pinch of sweetness is still there but its not those type of sweet newly wed do have in my eyes.

Anyway... Happy monthsary to myself, Mrs Lam. =)