Phobia?

I feel like stepping back to the earth. Suddenly i felt that i'm in a planet that isnt belongs to me. WHY is this so near yet so far. Recently, there is another planet tat sends out its invitation but i wondering sld i try visiting this place. It was said to be a colourful world there and its full of fun n excitments too not to say Love, Care & Concerns is also unlimited there... I'm wondering sld i explore and make comparison a not.... Or to come back to earth for a living...

I'm nt in a position of anything, i guess!!