I really dunno what is going on with me la.

Today cried in office again just because~

Mummy Susan say i cant possibly leave the office as what i wanted to

:'(

Immediately.. i dunno why... i cried.

Does that means that i'll forever getting underpaid amt??

Why did i cry??

I cant solve the mystry...

WeiLing is seen as an independent, self-discipline, responsible and capable girl... but honestly i'm not.

I'm not as independent as u see...

I'm not as self discipline..

I'm not tat capable too..

BUT.. i agree~ I'm a responsible person.

I'm also a very emotional attached person.

If i really want to do it, i'll expect myself to work professionally... which maybe.. it leads to this kind of situation!!

I'm over-stressed!!!

I pressured myself too much!!!

I have estimated myself too highly...

Suddenly i feel lost..

Direction-less.

I need...

All i want now is...