How do you define realistic?
As according to a online webby recommanded by a fren:
re·al·is·tic /ˌriəˈlɪstɪk/ [ree-uh-lis-tik] –adjective

1.interested in, concerned with, or based on what is real or practical: a realistic estimate of costs; a realistic planner.

2.pertaining to, characterized by, or given to the representation in literature or art of things as they really are: a realistic novel.

3.resembling or simulating real life: a duck hunter skilled at making realistic decoys.

4.Philosophy. of or pertaining to realists or realism.

Well.. why out of a sudden i wanted to blog on this word realistic? *Haha* In this world there are a lot of realistic people. Including you and me. Honestly i admit that i'm a realistic person. I'm very realistic!! Perhaps too realistic until i've begin to lost some sense of true self?!!? WTH~ Haiz.. Life is complicated. What can we do to figure out each and every puzzle being formed out in our life? It seems that only to fight against or face the fate is the only ways to unravel things out. Unbearable~ Can life be as good as what we intend our life to be? Can we deserve things that we really deserved? Can we have things that we longed for? Can we turn back time? Sighz~ Too bad, we can't!

Qin ask me to do up a Past, Present & Future entry just like hers... I'm trying hard to do a "lorso" one.. Jus for you~ [Modified version]

My Past, Present, Future~

~PAST~
@ (Age 0-2)
First cry was heard in KKH... thats the sound of a little girl who is warmly welcome to the family. I am the only girl.. only child in the family. Dad is a technician while mum is a seamstress. 3 of us live happily together...

@(Age 3-6)
The most wonderous times... Childhood Days~ At that point of time, i love people coming to my house to celebrate my birthday with me. I love presents~ (Until now i still love presents!) =p

@ (Age 7-12)
Primary school dayz. Honestly there aren't much frenz that i remember. Just a handful. *haha* In fact i practically could name them out (exclude those after adding in frenzster then i remember who you are). Hmm.. lets see... Xiaoyan, WeiLi & Yilian -- All same secondary sch. Sihua, Lier, Shuyi, Xuefen,Doreal, Annie, Nigel, Yongwei, Yihao and Peter. Thats all.. the rest of the memories are frozen. Perhaps on the road when i see them i might find it familiar but i just cant recall their names. *haha* Perhaps all of these above are so call as childhood frenz. =)
@(Age 13-17)
Secondary school days... *Sweetest of all* Having to know all my lovely classmates and schoolmates - its my pleasure. Having the capability of being a prefect for the first a yr or so, i'm proud too. =) Due to some reasons i've quit prefectorial board @ Sec 3 (under a unwilling situation). Returning to my freedom, i got more time to play around with all my frenz. All my lovely girls are my companion. Not forgetting to name them too... Xiaoyan, Candice, Cindy, Xianqin, Samantha, Wenshan, Lindt, Lizhu, Jacky, Steven, Chengtar, Bretson, Hongda, Engtat, Shaun and all... Argh.. Sec school ones are too much to name out. =) I really miss u all~ *Gathering soon??*

@(Age 18-21)
Poly~ Singapore Poly! On the very first day i got to know the most prettiest Ms Mak LeeLing. *keke* She is a sotong that she went in the wrong class and we became the best of best frenz. I'm really grateful to her blurness which let me have a gain on such worthy frenz. Others like Liting, Ann, Yuewei, Siewling, Susan soon enter into my life slowly. =)

~PRESENT~
@(Age 22-23 + current)
It was a period i've just entered into SIM to pursue me Degree~ First yr i fail my mgmt modules and at yr 2 i manage to pass it! At the same time, I also found a new group of frenz these few yrs... Sandy, Christopher, Cavance, Alvin, Mingchang, Qiaoyun, Chris (Credit to Liting) Ziqi, WeiLun, Yingwei, WeiBin, SzeWei, Mingyi, Xiaohua, Ronghe (Credit to Liling) A special thanks for those who hv been wif me when i'm at my first downside of my life. @ age 22 it was the most memorable one. First time to have a taste of what love is to be. Sweetness n Sorrows have filled the yr 2006. Incredible~ I've learn what's the real meaning of frenz within these few years too. Who is to cherish and who is passer-by... =) Not forgetting Caslyn and Peiqi~ My KTV therapist. Joanne who accompany me thru my 2nd yr exam... Diane, Bel, Jas (Credit to Weiwen) *So who else did i missed out??*
@Yr 2007
I've decided to make changes to my life. So what is the outcome.. i dont know. I just hope it will be a smooth sailing ones. May my last year in SIM be a memorable one and hope that my project runaway can b a good one! Yeah~ Let this year be a fruitful one!!! =)

~FUTURE~
What's my future, i'll want my better half to answer for me. Cos he will be the one picturing out my future. When will the McCoy be here? I dunno.. Let fate bring him here like wat Szewei have said.

The very nx min... i'll stop blogging and get back to my notes~

Tomorrow - I've a ICP test!!! *sianz*

-ThE EnD-