~SourSweetBitterHot~

Story starts from a dream... which turns out to be a shocking and memorable one... P might have regretted of having that dream~
Main leading character, P & F knew each other since the age of 11. @ that point of time P loves to make fun of the dummy girl F. F was a fierce little girl at that time. After a good whole 11 yrs, under a particular network P found F and started off their romance. Actually at the age of 14 both of them did met up once but it was a quick one. Nothing much was said.

Gradually under the help the network, they started to MSN. Soon it was hogging on the phone till wee hours. Before they knew, things had just fallen into place for them.. As though the world had existed just for them. At that moment, time flies fast... both of them simply enjoy phone hogging and trying to know each other better..."Fate", was the word they were wondering whether it made them reunited.. Things had been going on just fine.. Soon they suggested for a movie date. To meet up after 11yrs, an unusual miracles happen. They saw each other under a unprepared condition, they met on the very bus en-route to their destination.. It was single decked, helped their meeting. They didn't spoke or interacted on the bus. It was a very unbelievable reunion, topped with an unexplainable fate factor..

When things was starting to emerge between them... a disastrous news was also on its way. Although P and F never got into the r/s, the news to them was an impact one. F's parents eventually object the possibility of them being together. The news was like thunder wif lightning strike~ P blame on F that she din insist on their r/s but somethings happened in between which disallow any of unwillingness. The only thing she sees now is what can she do to let P forget her. In order to prevent any further sparks of love emerging between them, F forcefully ask P to let go and seek his own future. Perhaps P love F too much and he also pray for miracles but it was unavailing. After few weeks of holding on, P let go as per F's wishes. @ that point of time, it became a second disastrous event on F. She nearly went into depression. The person whom she tot will be there, left her~ She wanted to ask P to stay but rational says she cant. So she held back. Her frenz who has always been with her see all her changes - from a bubbly girl to a girl who cries practically everyday. Tears just dripped down as and when her eyes allows. Perhaps F deserves it. If initially things never happen it wont have cause so much misery between the both of them. During the good whole 3-4 mths she live as a stranger in the house, everything to her become alien.. she simply has lost herself. There was no ways for her to pick herself up. But at the same time F is trying to show her strong side to her friends that she is alright.. F has to keep giving assurance to friends by her side that she is fine. Neither anyone of them knew what she really need at that time... All she need is a pair of hands.

Soon it was exams, she forced herself to study and in the midst she was also having counselling from frenz. Her frenz accompaniment became a gem to her. Holding F and let her walk again was a hard one. Thruout the journey it seems like she lost her her usual track. Falling and standing is what she learnt to do by herself. Hands of security kip on adding till the point she manged to survive thru her exams. She was very grateful to those who has help her. So how abt P? How is he going on? He indulged himself in his work... get drunk occasionally. He is trying hard to anaesthesia himself. To P, F had it all... Family and friends are there for her but he had none~ P is living in his downside too. After a few months later he eventually seek a new job and fulfilled a promised which he has made to F. He pursued his degree course~ Currently he is trying to struggle between work and studies. F wanted to stay by him to fully support him but she simply has no stand. P hate F... F hate P. Its a cycle after all.. If things never had happened, both of them wont live in a misery for that long. P did things to hurt himself.. so do F. Both of them are struggling hard.

Sometimes words are better left unsaid because certain words from the person you love do hurts. The recall of all the memories do hurts... Hearts still trembles... We just cant turn back time for them~

像两颗行星的交会
最接近的时刻
也就是分离的时刻