Its all my fault and i should pay a price for it. Yes... yesterday was just only the first day of my holiday and "news" are popping out. The most biggest disappointment is - - - MY HONGKONG TRIP for june is cancelled. *Gosh* Who knows how anticipate am i to look forward to the 19th? Now everything gone and some problem came back to surface again and everything spoiled my mood yesterday.

At least, i had a fren who accompany me to shopping orelse i think i might turned into a goldfish. Sighz... I'm sad, sick, tired. But little did my fren noe what had happen to me. whahah... we jus do shopping n shopping... *keke* When u r feeling down a little shopping will always make a person feel better, isn't it so? =) Thanks for the accompany... Everyone has each and own individual problems and it is just how or rather whats the method that u settle it. With a clear mind or in a impulsive manner.

Always remember... do not do things on implusive. It will harm others and yourself. Think twice before saying or react to one of the stuffs. Deep down what i wish for right now i can have a shoulder to let me lean on for abt 5 mins?? hahah... that will do. i'm tired.. i'm sick... sick of everything. Really.... no jokes. Ling will sick too. It has been too long and i dunno when den i can recover? perhaps i'll need a kind of medicine to make me forget everything and then i'll be able to move on into the new era. For the whatever will be, just let it be. If i'm going to be in misery den its fate and my life too.

Crying for mths is really stupid, idoit and mad. I really dunno what to scold myself. I'm utterly disappointed with myself. I always help people to move out of misery but i can help myself out. haha** Joke rite? As a consultant to others it always had been very convincing and now?? One n for all... gone... One consultant who cannot consult own matter is not fit to be one. I've to learn how to settle my own stuffs first before teaching or giving people views on it. I have to learn.

Ok ok.... end of all my rubbish. Nothing can be changed already. face the music and lifes goes on. The world is turning because the time is running. No one have extra time to do useless things. So stop being native and innocent. In the real life context, we have to face eveything in a more logical way and not emotionally. =)


Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.

There are a lot of things we cant control in life, therefore we must control those we can control!! Grab hold of each and every opportunities that we may have. Do not let it slips thru your hand and later cry over spilled milk.